Top 20 most played songs on my itunes

1. Beside you - Marianas Trench (132)
2. Still breathing - Mayday Parade (112)
3. Your way with words is through - A Day To Remember (77)
4. Celebrity Status - Mariana Trench (76)
5. A drop in the ocean - Ron Pope (76)
6. Airplanes (feat. Hayley Williams) - B.O.B (68)
7. Cross my heart - Marianas Trench (66)
8. Your love never fails - Jesus Culture (62)
9. All to myself - Marianas Trench (62)
10. Miserable at best - Mayday Parade (61)
11. I'll be - Boyce Avenue (57)
12. You are everything - Matthey West (56)
13. Kiss and tell - Justin Bieber (54)
14. Take one last breath - Abandon All Ships (44)
15. You had me at hello - A Day To Remember (42)
16. Bro my god - Abandon All Ships (39)
17. That should be me - Justin Bieber (39)
18. Moments wont last - Tonight Tonight (39)
19. Some will seek forgiveness - Underoath (35)
20. Witness - Bless The Fall (34)

are you still there??

I think about you all the time...
do you think about me?
i know that you know about me and tell me that you love me when you see me face to face once a year..
all the moments we have shared together have been amazing.. you have seen me in the highest of highs and the lowest of lows... but do you care to ask me how im doing today??
we used to be so close... you were my brother?? are you still?? i dont see the love anymore.. it just seems like another day has gone where you dont think about me... i know i love you with all my heart... thats why i cant stop thinking about you and your family.. i looked up to you my whole life... and i wonder where you are right now... and i just wanna give you a hug but your so distant and far away... i wish i could drive to see you.. but i destroyed my car last week.. and you didnt care to send me a message... our blackberry messanger is still being pended even tho i sent you an invatation over month ago.. i want you back in my life.. i want the joy you bring in my life... i cant live without you... you are the one that kept me sain and alive for so many years...
all i ever want is you to talk to me again... for you to take time out of your day for me...
when i was lost you found me... my big brother where are you today??? i miss you and love you...

Hello Alone

Is this where the interstate ends?

In coastal towns like this

Waiting for my world to cave under

We seem to invent ourselves

In places left unknown

If hope could only find me out

Is this the end of everything we've known?

This is the end of everything i am

Is anybody out there?

Hello Hello!!

Broken hearts like promises are left for lesser knowns

Is anybody out there?

Alone! Alone!

Cause the coldest winters thrive

Depression is the unholy ghost

In the coastal towns of ahead

Though i know a thousand times

I see my only friend

I've got the gun

All i need is ten cents for the bullet

I feel helpless, sleeping at best, waiting for your return

Are you ever coming home?

Is anybody out there?

Hello Hello!!

Broken hearts like promises are left for lesser knowns

Is anybody out there?

Alone! Alone!

Cause the coldest winters thrive on broken homes

Broken homes

Does anybody

Do they ever listen?

Does anybody

Care at all?

Do they care at all?

Do they care at all?

Do they care at all?

Do you care at all? do you care at all?

Is this the end of everything we've known?

This is the end of everything i am

Is there anybody out there?

Hello Hello!!!

is anybody out there?

Alone! Alone!

Cause the coldest winters thrive on broken homes

Is anybody out there?

Hello Hello!!

Broken hearts like promises are left for lesser knowns

Is anybody out there?

Alone! Alone!

From a lesser known i'm here

And there is hope, there is hope

some things people will never understand

where are you??
how come you left me?
i want you back..
i never intended you to leave the way you did...
i wanted that person to talk to...
but i never got that chance
i keep getting mad at mysel, saying that it is my fault..
but when it really isnt my fault..
God intended it to happen
but yet i still get mad at him for taking you away from me
im lost without you :(
i loved you with all my heart...
im sorry i never really told you that
i just didnt think you would understand it
but i regret not saying it
i think about you everyday
in every decision i make i wonder what you would of done in the same situation
thinking about you can bring grief, sadness and anger
but it can also make me feel happy inside
knowing that someday i will meet you again
i pray about you everyday
i wonder if your happy
i wonder if you ever think of me...
i love you with all my heart
i just wish i could of told you that sooner

LEAVE HER THE FUCK ALONE!!!!!!! she deserves better than your shit

You are destined for greatness i know you are....
you say that you are never gunna get through this but i know you are
you are one of the strongest person i have ever met in my life
and you say that you need him in your life to be complete...
i dont think that is true for you
he treats you like crap
sure he says that he cares about you
but he just runs off with another girl
you deserve more than that!!!

i know i am guilty of a lot of things in the past
but one thing i have learned from it
is to never give up on love
if you love someone enough to put them before yourself
than strive to get them
strive to do whatever you can to have them back

but just dont hurt yourself in the prosses
because overall you gotta protect yourself in all this mess
your not living someone elses life
your living your own
and you gotta fight for what YOU love
and not what someone else loves

just wait because he will be back
he will come back to your arms
because he knows he cant live without you

im writing this blog about you because you deserve something amazing in your life...

you were always there to talk to... you were always there when i needed it the most
even though we dont really hang out... we have become like best friends

but take it easy and just remember that you are destined for greatness

Friend till the very end

I would just like to say that i have the best friends ever..

Cassandra Mason - I love you so much, you mean so much to me, i know i can trust you, i know i can count on you to love me back when i need it, spending time with you is what i wanna do for the rest of my life. It's never a dull moment when i am with you.. you always know how to have a good time. I am so happy that i can share these memories with you.. and i look forward to the future together with you.

Nicole Houston - wow, i could say a lot of things.. but i only got one word to say.. and its "BESTFRIEND!!!!" you truley are a best friend to me.. and i love you for that.. You always know how to make me laugh.. even when its you doing something stupid.. and i always know that you have my back and i will always have your back too.

Julie Toews - i know that you may not seem like your one of my best friends.. but you are... its nights like last night that i needed you the most and you were there to back me up... ive known you since i stuck my little head into this world.. i could write all day about you and i being best friends... i know i can count on you when i get really deep.. so thank you big sis! i love you

Cody May - man sometimes you can piss me off.. but your a great part of my life and we share A LOT of funny stories together.. and so i thank you for having fun with me! becuase you may not know it but i need fun in my life to get away from this hate.. and you always know how to have a good time

Sean Brophey - my little mexian friend... frig your hilarious.. and as much as we are a lot different than eachother... we are so alike... like i share a lot of similar stuff that goes on in your life.. and its good to have a friend that i can share that with..

THANKS!

all my life i have been the kid who would walk by himself at reccess,
get shoved when you tried to join in on a pick up game of basketball,
it felt like i didnt belong at all
it destroyed me on the inside
it made me not wanna be in this world anymore
i hated going to school because it was the only place that made me feel like nothing and that i didnt deserve anything...
so for all those bullies out there that picked on me in school FUCK YOU!!!
i will never forgive you for what you did..
i know i should
but i cant because i never felt so low
i never felt like i didnt deserve life
but when you bullied me i would rather be DEAD!